Here is my dilemma. If I feel that I'm not doing enough for Lillian, did I completely fail in raising Katie and Charlie? No, I know the answer is No. But, now I'm thinking that I never did so much with the two oldest like I have with Lillian. That's what is making me feel horrible.
I guess I never knew how much I took for granted.
I know going forward, I will make sure to pay special attention to all their needs, whatever they may be. And to make sure, that they each get my undivided attention (well, most of it). After all, they're still young children and have a lot of growing to do. So, hopefully the damage hasn't set in!